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Went to hocking hills and climbed down numerous slick, uneven, odd height steps to old mans cave. I couldn't even enjoy the scenery because of the physicality of it. That part journey in itself made my legs start to give out when I reached the bottom then there was the 200+ rock uneven stair climb back to the top. It was sad to see everyone passing me without breaking a sweat and here I am nearly gasping for breath, face beat red and pushed to point of sobbing from the pain and anxiety of not knowing how much more I had or could go. Its rare moments like these that make you understand just how far gone you are and how frustrating it is not to bound up and down steps like my husband does so easily. I've lost weight but its just not enough and it seems as though ill never be like the rest of gazelles, able to climb, jump and adventure wherever without fear of a knee or leg giving out or if id even have to strength to get back to where I came from. This is truely sad...
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221.2 lb
Lost so far: 15.8 lb.
Still to go: 76.2 lb.
Diet followed reasonably well.
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losing 1.1 lb a week
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