schrowe74's Journal, 31 May 2019

Ok so no I didn’t loose this much weight!! I wish!! Anyways my scales I guess were broke. Ugh I kept feeling like something wasn’t right, but wasn’t quite sure what. So I bought some fancy new scales and this is my actual weight! So I really don’t know if I’ve lost anything or not. This is so frustrating. I am such an emotional eater. I really just wanna day eff this crap!! I look at myself in the mirror and am disgusted. I just can’t believe I am this fat.

I am going on a fast and I really don’t know how much I’m going to follow any health or diet plans at this point. I’m just gonna eat enough to keep me going. I really don’t want to be fat any more!!!

Yes I am negative nelly today!! Sorry ya all!! Hope all have a great weekend!!

219.7 lb Lost so far: 50.3 lb.    Still to go: 49.7 lb.    Diet followed reasonably well.