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Monday, Monday, Monday again... I hope that you all had a fantastic weekend. I spent mine with my nephew, sister, her new husband and my husband. We went to my moms and had Easter dinner. Ham, roasted broccoli, deviled eggs...the normal Easter stuff. It was nice. I would have done really well if it wasnt for the caramel eggs, they got me!! lol I had a bit of candy, but it happens. I will be ok. There are times, I am not gonna lie, I just want to quit. I want to just throw all the work away, I want to give up and say forget it. I get tired of watching people around me eat whatever they want. Its frustrating and sometimes I just want to be normal. I want to not worry about carbs. Both of my sister in laws are overweight, and I watch them day after day eat whatever they want and complain about being fat. I dont want that. But sometimes its so frustrating. I cannot cook my own food, so its always the same thing, over and over and over again. I get fed up and want to quit. I wont quit. I wont give up. I am stronger than days where I want to eat my weight in pasta. I am stronger than days where all I want to do is cry and devour loaves of sourdough bread. I cannot handle calorie counting. I am a food addict, a binge eater, and cannot control myself so Keto is the way that is working for me. I know it works, I feel it working, but there are days that I want to jump from a high dive into a bowl of ice cream. Im not going to lie or pretend that its easy. Its hard, but I know I can do it. I am just in a funk. I am stressed about a lot of things, so I dont want to think about my lifestyle, my eating, my bad habits. I am tired. If anyone wants to, please take a moment and check out my go fund me page, I need to fix my car and I cannot afford it. I would appreciate it so much!! Just search "Kaaryn Stowell" "Fayetteville AR" and it will pull me up. I cannot link it here, they will not allow it. Do not feel obligated, I try to share it every once in a while on my facebook and twitter, so I thought I would share it here as well. Anyway, I hope you are all having a great day!! Remember that we are stronger together than we can ever be alone. Love you all!!
Diet Calendar Entries for 02 April 2018:
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1210 kcal
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Fat: 82.60g | Prot: 98.62g | Carb: 10.97g.
Breakfast: Johnsonville Sausage Patty, Scrambled Egg (Whole, Cooked). Lunch: Tomatoes, Lettuce, Daisy Sour Cream, Kraft Natural Shredded Mild Cheddar Cheese, Taco Meat. Dinner: Butter, American Value Green Beans (Canned), Loin Pork Roast (Lean and Fat Eaten). more...
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5711 kcal
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Activities & Exercise:
Walking (slow) - 2/mph - 1 hour, Resting - 7 hours, Sleeping - 7 hours and 30 minutes, Driving - 30 minutes, Desk Work - 8 hours. more...
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Why can’t you cook your own food Hon? 🙋🏻
02 Apr 18 by member: smprowett
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Awww, sending hugs and strength.
02 Apr 18 by member: Peasy3
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@SmProwett, I live with my in-laws and my MIL is VERY possessive of the kitchen, even just going in to get a drink I am asked a bunch of times what I am doing and what I need. I just get 52oz waters from gas stations and stay out of the kitchen completely. Its not worth the trouble.
@Peasy, thank you! Im just so tired and stressed out. Im taking my SIL to work everyday and if my car goes, we are both stuck. I am just hoping and praying I can find a way to get it fixed.
02 Apr 18 by member: Klynn82
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I am wishing you strength and courage on your journey.
02 Apr 18 by member: tahoebrun
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You’ve got this! Don’t throw in the towel...we’re here to support you all the way 😊
02 Apr 18 by member: slsarmi
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Best wishes! When you reach your goal, the hardships will no longer matter.
02 Apr 18 by member: moogiemynes
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Wishing you perseverance and strength. I lost weight in 2012 and I felt great. It slowly inched back and I am back to dieting. I think stress is a factor and a change in climate/location. I also think that I can't eat a "normal" diet 3 times a day.
02 Apr 18 by member: Saunders26374
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You will rise above this “funk” just like you have before! You are so strong and from the little I know about you, you have such a strong and influential spirit. If I was rich I’d fix your car or better yet, buy you a new one—but unfortunately for us both, I am not rich haha! Hang in there and don’t ever give up❤️ Hugs Klynn
02 Apr 18 by member: momma6224
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come on, you can do this, your just having one of my funky, depressed, mood swing days, the sun will shine again tommorow.
02 Apr 18 by member: possible?
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Maybe keep a good brand of jerky and some raw nuts and seeds around to cover a few of your meals and some bottled water so you don’t even have to deal with the MIL issue on it? I would hate to feel like every bite into my mouth was monitored. 🙋🏻It’s not ideal but those are the only non refrigerated items I can think of. And at work maybe try a protein drink lunch? LOL Though I hate to recommend those. Many of them are full of chemicals.
03 Apr 18 by member: smprowett
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Keep hanging tough Klynn. This is tough no doubt about it But you are tougher, keep making forward progress and know that there will be days where its only an inch but that inch is good enough because its in the direction you want. BTW that is a quote that is near and dear to me, so much so that its inked (the kanji) on my forearm as a reminder.
03 Apr 18 by member: JLente
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You can do this!
Love the quote 😁
03 Apr 18 by member: gaelicgal
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