Divided By Zero's Journal, 06 June 2010

I still haven't come out of the vacation mindset. I might have, except I took this last Friday off to go to a water park with my girlfriend, her sister, & brother. Then on Saturday we all went to the zoo. I haven't started dieting again yet or working out. I've just been having fun without worrying about anything.

It feels amazing. However, I know that if I keep it up I'll get huge-ified in no time. The problem is I'm having too much fun. Dieting is not fun. It never will be. At least it won't be as much fun as pizza and beer.

I did really well for a really long time, but I've been having so much trouble lately because I'm just mentally tired of dieting. For two years I've scrutinized every bite I put into my mouth. I don't want to do that for the rest of my life. I don't even want to do that for the rest of the day.

I do enjoy exercise, so I've been thinking of relying on that to keep my calories in/out in check while I take a break from number crunching. I'm not really sure what I'm going to do just yet. I do know that I will be waking up early tomorrow to finally get back to the gym. That's at least one thing back on track.

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Pics from Chicago




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It's too damn hot in TX, so now I'm bald.


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At the zoo this weekend....
They see me rollin'. They hatin'.

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LMAO! Love the turtle pic. I was in the same mindset. I am back to scrutinizing though. Mainly the idea of looking good in a bikini keeps me motivated. Maybe you should buy yourself a bikini? :-p Take small steps. Work out... then you'll probably make some healthier choices with food. Good luck! 
07 Jun 10 by member: Starladesiree
...or buy myself a Borat thong and head to the beach. :P 
07 Jun 10 by member: Divided By Zero
i vote mankini! 
07 Jun 10 by member: SelinaMinus60
Love the city pic...that should go up on your wall. 
07 Jun 10 by member: Netties
LOL... Cute Turtle Pic =) Hope he got you far... LMAO Looks like u had fun 
07 Jun 10 by member: Beautiful95828
I'm trying, but I'm lacking motivation at the moment. Oddly enough I still really want to exercise (and had a great workout this morning), but I just don't care so much about tracking food or even eating healthy. 
07 Jun 10 by member: Divided By Zero
Ha! Love the turtle pic--with the caption above it. Made me laugh as I scrolled down. I really really want to go to Chicago. Mostly just to eat at one of Rick Bayless's restaurants but also to see the sights.  
07 Jun 10 by member: beets_yum
I'm a hater, that's a swweeet ride. haha Love the new do, and all the pics. I hear you on the mentally tired. I am TOO. I wonder if you do the same w/ clothes fittings, or if I'm worse off cause I have to stress about how tight things are and you don't. (you might, im just saying) Anyway. I learned to eat the right things most of the time. I have the 'usual' stuff for breakfast and lunch (or a few 'usuals' to switch things up). Dinners are more of a toss up and we do eat out a lot. But I found that eating right most of the time I maintained fine, its wanting to lose where I HAVE to focus and try HARD. lol  
07 Jun 10 by member: cindyshine
Time to sign up for some races, buddy! Maybe it will inspire not only the training, but the desire for quality fuel. LOVE the pictures, and you look fantastic. The excesses are not showing ... yet. ;) 
07 Jun 10 by member: amryk
It's ridiculously hot for June in NM too, and I desperately wish I looked better bald, because I would be emulating you if I did. Lucky. Unfortunately I also want to emulate other aspects of your post... the diet-hating ones. I'm sure you'll figure out something that makes you both happy and healthy with time. Love the pics :).  
10 Jun 10 by member: MelbaA

     
 

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