mikeb1982's Journal, 10 October 2022

When I was a kid I used to drive in to town with my mom. We were living on a farm so we didn’t go in to town very often but when we did we got to go to Burger King. Bk was special because in the farm we didn’t get treats like that. My mom would order 2 whoppers, extra Mayo, extra pickles. She would order me the same.
I don’t know if she just wanted a sidekick or exactly what it was but we’d “eat like hogs”, as she’d put it.
I’m not blaming her but I do know that her eating habits had an affect on how we viewed food as kids. Whenever she wanted to do something special it was always “what do you guys want to eat?”. I’m trying really hard not to let my family’s special events not revolve around food but it’s hard because that’s all I know.
Luckily I found this community and now that I’ve learned to be conscientious about calories I’ve trained my stomach to tell my brain to stop. Before I used to stop when my stomach got really tight and I still need that sometimes to feel full. A large glass of water after dinner does the trick and stomach knows what 2000 calories a day is. I’m incredibly thankful for this new knowledge.
I’m keeping this journal so that I won’t forget these revelations and I can come back to find this mindset.
I don’t want to forget why I’m doing this.
223.2 lb Lost so far: 42.3 lb.    Still to go: 23.2 lb.    Diet followed reasonably well.

Diet Calendar Entry for 10 October 2022:
822 kcal Fat: 22.81g | Prot: 42.19g | Carb: 102.85g.   Breakfast: Coffee-Mate Original Powder Creamer, Coffee. Lunch: Chicken Breast. Dinner: Wild Coyote Ranch Dressing, Chicken Drumstick, Croutons, Lettuce Salad with Assorted Vegetables, White Rice. Snacks/Other: Fat Free Low Sodium Saltine Crackers. more...
losing 7.0 lb a week

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Absolutely! So much of making changes is retraining our brains to see food as fuel, not as entertainment. It's really hard when you grow up like that. Good for you!  
10 Oct 22 by member: Wisco Soul
I had to stop eating what I was craving entirely and eat something else instead that way my stomach wasn’t making the decisions. 
11 Oct 22 by member: mikeb1982
As a food addict so much of what I ate was ruled by my emotions. In my family everything revolves around food. So breaking that cycle has been very hard. Now I see food as a way to fuel my body, not something to help me cope or celebrate, etc.  
11 Oct 22 by member: Wisco Soul
Wow this post hit me so hard. Every celebration we had revolved around going out to eat. My parents celebrated everything. I have a family now and am trying not to continue that unhealthy cycle. 
11 Oct 22 by member: Hanimal91
I learned to stop after eating a "normal" amount and wait 15 minutes. If I'm still hungry, I eat more but usually decide I'm good and go on. Since starting Keto I don't really have a problem. keep up the good work!💖 
11 Oct 22 by member: SheaDlady
Boy can I relate. Have just been thinking the past few days about how everything was about food as I was growing up. I loved my mom like crazy but she was a fabulous cook and we all overate. (But she was slim until after I was born.) Maybe because she grew up in the depression plus being Italian. A combination of Food = love, nothing goes to waste, and sometimes emotional eating. I won’t list any meals because they’re too tempting. How I wish we had gotten a grip on our unhealthy habits back then. Thanks for sharing. 
11 Oct 22 by member: RhumbaGirl
You are ahead of the game if you are thinking about your relationship with food and not just 'following rules.' Yay you!! 
11 Oct 22 by member: unity1234
Why we eat helps us know what/ when we eat. Your story has much importance in your journey. Keep journaling and best of luck on your journey!!👍 
11 Oct 22 by member: Diana 1234
It makes me so angry whenever I read on FS about parents feeding their kids drive-thru food. It's not hard or time consuming to pack a lunch of PB&J plus an apple for them. I understand that you don't want to blame your family for instilling poor eating habits, but as a child, you mirrored and that's how kids learn. Plus it's not like you had your own money and vehicle to grocery shop. I'm glad you've put on the brakes and can see clearly now. 
11 Oct 22 by member: JustBananas
I don’t have a problem with fast food so much but I was more pointing out that when I was a kid I was eating two very large sandwiches by myself.  
11 Oct 22 by member: mikeb1982
Congrats on the Food Awareness. We still celebrate with food in our family, however it is not food coma excuses. Smaller amounts and healthier methods of preparing the food are the focus. Food is not served on the table. You have to get up from the table to get more. We also eat on smaller plates. Being aware of what constitutes a serving is powerful knowledge. Changing a lifetime of poor eating habits is difficult. Changing your mind first and educating yourself on calories vs nutrition is empowerment in action! Be Proud of yourself!  
11 Oct 22 by member: SLYONE 22
I have never eaten 2 Whoppers but have eaten a half a pizza. I find portion size to be fairly shocking and small.  
11 Oct 22 by member: -MorticiaAddams
I agree with Morticia. I think they make unreasonably small serving size to entice us to buy less healthy food and over eat it. OMG I sound like a conspiracy theorist!  
11 Oct 22 by member: SLYONE 22
I haven’t had Doritos since I started counting calories. 
11 Oct 22 by member: mikeb1982
I have no immediate comment but I am really thinking about this moment - BK was once a regular weekly event - somewhere between 1X Large and 2X Large. So I am just thinking about that - yes I agree - that this site is such a great find - much better for you and with better long term pay offs than any Whooper on any day of any week. 
11 Oct 22 by member: Jergens123

     
 

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