So, I am aware this week is a failure. I essentially had a cheat day on Monday, when we saw Star Wars and I ate a lot of popcorn. After the movie we went out for pizza with my family, to celebrate my late brother's birthday. I feel guilt about it, but not regret, if that makes sense. Yesterday I spent the afternoon making kołaczki cookies for Christmas Eve, and I sampled a few. They're like Pringles, though. I had to wrap them up and put them in the closet to stop myself from eating more. It's Christmas time. I'm not going to beat myself up about my intake. I try to be good, and I have been following my meals and water intake strictly. All the cookies are made and stored, so they are safe until Christmas Eve. Making tamales today, but I don't believe we are cooking any. Which is good because even if I wasn't dieting, I wouldn't want them 2 days in a row.... I love Christmas and all the family time and fellowship that go with it. But at the same time, I'm ready for the week to be over. I'm ready to be back on track. I must regain that discipline. I am confident I will. p.s. Sorry if I rambled too much..
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