Its been a long couple of years. Two surgeries and literally months of inactivity and wasted days. Im better than this. Im healthier than this. Im not going to let my physical problems hold me down anymore. They are not an excuse to lie down. They are not an excuse to eat whenever and whatever I want. I deserve to be healthy. I cant lift more than 20 pounds for the rest of my life and im carrying around an extra 30 pounds every day. I dont know how or why God has decided it would be me to fight this battle but today I will make the best of it. I cant do much but I can do something and I will be better for my family!
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