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Everything I beg my mom to do or to NOT do, she does the opposite. Every single thing. Whether it's to not fix us anything to eat or for her to take a medicine. I don't know if an 84-yr-old can change. She has always been contrary, but it's getting more intense. I know it's all about control or feeling she is losing control. I don't know if I can be a good caretaker for mom in the long run since she does not take me seriously, but I'm the only one who has time.
I'm stuck in a rut. I fear we won't be able to pay our bills, so I feel compelled to take on too much work. My home is disorganized bc I haven't carved out time to get it in shape. I need a couple of weeks with nothing to do except get my house decluttered. So many papers.
Diet Calendar Entry for 22 May 2018:
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1444 kcal
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Fat: 70.94g | Prot: 90.48g | Carb: 118.52g.
Breakfast: Kirkland Signature Chocolate Chip Cookie Dough Protein Bar, Coffee with Milk. Lunch: Costco Rotisserie Chicken Breast Meat, Conecuh Cajun Smoked Sausage. Dinner: Chick-fil-A Waffle Potato Fries (Small), Chick-fil-A Chicken Deluxe Sandwich. Snacks/Other: Doritos Dinamita Chile Limon. more...
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