MalibuBaby's Journal, 18 February 2008

I joined this site about 3 weeks ago. I have posted things, I have responded to blogs and you know what? NOTHING in return. It makes me kind of sad to see the relationships that others have formed on here and realize I have none. When losing weight one really needs a support system and I thought this site would be great for that. It turns out I am on my own. Losing weight is so hard and it sucks to be fat. I hate it. I hate it with a passion. I wish I could snap my fingers and make it all go away. I cry all the time. It is so depressing. Measuring, weighing and watching every single morsel that goes into my mouth. Choosing between "good" food and "bad" food. I hate that I eat way better than my friends and co-workers yet I am still fat. I watch them eat crap and not gain weight at all! Life is so unfair. I hate being in line at the market with my basket full of fat-free crap, veggies galore, fruit, whole grain products, high fiber stuff, yet the woman in line in front of me is wearing a skimpy form-fitting outfit while she loads high sugar cereal, fruit juice, bagels, bacon, and other high fat yummy delicious goodness onto the conveyer belt. It sucks! Big time! That's all folks...Until next time...
233.6 lb Lost so far: 1.4 lb.    Still to go: 18.6 lb.    Diet followed poorly.
losing 3.4 lb a week

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You are so not on your own!! Trust me! I was on the site for weeks before i would even post or respond but im loving it now. Now slowly am getting responses> So cheer up i am sending you a buddy request now! 
18 Feb 08 by member: busymumofthreeplusdog
Thank you so much for noticing me! It means a lot to know that I am not alone. Seriously and I am sure I don't have to tell you...trying to lose weight alone..is very hard. So now that I have you as my buddy I will lean on you for support. :) 
18 Feb 08 by member: MalibuBaby
Yea! Many people come on this site and enjoy reading the posts and don't always post themselves. They may be shy and just get motivation from reading others journals. Give it more time! Just like life, it takes time to meet people and make friends. There's many nice people on this site. Take care of yourself and good luck! 
18 Feb 08 by member: Suzi161
You are not on your own. I am also new to the website, and am battling to get this weight off. I feel that I am closely following the diet, but end up eating a little more than I should, and I am feeling lazy, not wanting to work out at all. I feel that I will never fit into my spring clothes, which is my main goal. Stay motivated and don't give up!!  
18 Feb 08 by member: CYN146

     
 

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