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Morn wt. period coming, cramping, ouch. This is the payback sins of yesterday's chocolates and salt that j put in the salad at lunch - and I secretly enjoyed probably too much for how much she put in. I've had a real thing for salt since starting the neo. Dunno if it's psychological or what but I want salty everything even buying crisps to have in the house. I feel puffy and round and soft and pregnant like this morning. I know it's logically just 500g, 1lbs, but I -feel- it. I know I'm closer to going over the barrier. I want to be 57 again. Hell today I ultimately wanted to be 55, and I've failed. Goal and goalpost has changed now. I have one month til my bday, and I want to be 53. I wish 55 would do, but I know I really want to be 53 ( bc I was 83 last year.) I'm actually going to have to start exercising but maybe now we can go to the pool(?) or maybe I can go to the pool whenargi's back? Do some laps. I know Ki got stuck into that last year. Wish I'd been as disciplined as her, not quite to the same extreme, but might need to be if I'm ever to get to 45, sigh. It seems so far away.
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130.1 lb
Lost so far: 87.7 lb.
Still to go: 13.2 lb.
Diet followed reasonably well.
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losing 9.3 lb a week
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