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I went on lexapro. For panic attacks. Yes a new drug that in our collective years and range, I don't think either of us has tried before. It's supposed to be the supped up new form of cipramil. It was awesome and amazing for anxiety and panic. Whoo. Zap. Gone. Yee ah. Maybe I just shouldn't have had it combined with my pre existing seroquel or something? Dunno. I was just exhausted on it. Like fatigued. Like couldn't get out of bed. I thought I was depressed but didn't feel sad or black, just totally wiped. So I went on it, went up, came down, came off. And i have switched to the "straight" cipramil. And I have my cognition slowly returning, but energy levels are pretty blurg but maybe that's just winter -I-cant-give-a-shit? Endo review tomorrow and for once I don't care for weigh in, it is whatever it is. I'm pretty impressed I've stayed the same 5kg range for the past year, eating healthy n just what I want when I feel like it. It's a place I never thought I'd really see. I won't bullshit and say it doesn't feel fragile, it does. I've rediscovered eating chocolate lately... I ate four bars the other day, I ate a big block the other weekend.. I wondered if I was going to "eat myself huge" again..? But while it was more than a "normal" person would have had, it didn't mean I was going to do it every day... but I was relieved when I went "without" chocolate for a day to make sure I could "break" the "binge" feeling. And I did. So I can have some. And I can have days without. And it's good.
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120.8 lb
Lost so far: 97.0 lb.
Still to go: 4.0 lb.
Diet followed reasonably well.
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gaining 2.9 lb a week
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