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I am already discouraged because I am sitting here hungry, swollen and with a history of failed attempts. But the good news is that I am here. I need help in the worst way. My brothers' addictive behavior manifested in a lengthy drug addiction that landed them in jail on several occassions. When they were finally able to beat their addiction, I was so envious of them because they never have to smoke crack again. But my addiction is food and I have got to learn to eat to live and not live to eat and I truly don't know if I can. Food has been my coping mechanism for years. I feel like such a hypocrite. See, I'm a therapist and for years I have been helping people face their issues, while I was burying mine with food.
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290.0 lb
Lost so far: 0 lb.
Still to go: 160.0 lb.
Diet followed N/A.
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