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I can't seem to not eat the grains today. I talked to my Aunt in Kalamata, Greece, and it was not an easy phone call!! I just can't seem to get things done ever since today, including my monthly bills!! I am deeply struggling with in my spirit. My husband wanted me to talk to her buses, trains, when they leave. How much for hotel rooms the usual stuff I guess!!! A lot of conflict inside of me. I need to open the journal, and get back with you guys, but please give me a chance! I need to just pull myself together!!I try to eat enough, and that is a struggle by itself. I am having a hard time to cook. I want to get an outside job, but if I do not within this school year! I am pushing myself not to pull away from my world as I know it. At the same time I am trying to do a lot of soul searching as well!! I do have my grandson to take care of tomorrow. For me it is just trying to get through the day, and try to function and deal with things. I think I accidentally pushed a wrong button. Cannot go to do the walk, nor keep up with the challenges!! I am just struggling!!! No need to comment on this one!!!
Diet Calendar Entry for 04 April 2012:
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1918 kcal
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Fat: 74.84g | Prot: 99.62g | Carb: 211.43g.
Breakfast: Fiber Added White Bread, brewed coffee, Coffee (Instant Powder), Borden fat free american cheese slices, prarie farms 2% milk. Lunch: French's yellow mustard, Vlasic sweet relish, Great value Ketchup, smart balance margarine, Sara Lee Classic 100% whole wheat bread, onion, eggs, great value extra virgin olive oil. Dinner: cream cheese, White and Wild Rice, fat free cheese slices, Sara Lee Classic 100% whole wheat bread, morning star prime veggie burgers. Snacks/Other: Happy Farms string cheese, Crystal light soft drink stix, Gourmet Lollypops, Pearson's Mint Patties. more...
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