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Hi - I went to Golden Corral today they're a buffet chain. It was pretty good. Not high dining, but good for say a family. Anyway, I ate mostly meats, some veggies. I ate quite a bit - there were sauces on stuff so I probably went over induction a little but I'd still say I did OK, no dessert, and I had a diet cola. Then I went to the largest mall in the area and walked around as we were waiting for one in our group to go to an appointment. I priced the Led Zeppelin Boxed Set I have it was $65! I got it in the now-closed music club for less than half that :). I really wanted to get the group's complete set, but that was $199, and I want the Beatles too. Forget the price on that! Yikes! Anyway, I do want to do free on-line deejay work, but maybe classic rock or 70s or 80s, I know all those genres very well. I've been told I have a light music voice though, and that I speak words distinctly. I'm hoping to do it somehow full-time once I do it weekly for free on the Internet. At least I can do it for fun. In the fall I hope to have credit cards paid off so I can take Spanish for continuing education in the evening and become completely fluent eventually and if I have money also begin to take French too... Anyway,my mom in the past always paid for my sister's meal, my dad did this with everyone else in the party usually - (paid for everyone but me), my therapist said it was unacceptable, and I realize just continuation of my parents' abuse or attempt to abuse or be nasty. The last straw with my parents came when my mother said I made up what my nasty sister said on Christmas - I stopped there briefly with an aunt who used the bathroom, they're pathological liars. My mother, sister and her husband went on to make up a b.s. story about what I SAID because my younger sister was rude to me. That was it, there was absolutely no way I'm letting three nasty people tell me I'm in the wrong when they are the troublemakers and are impossible to get along with. There's 42 years of garbage I can write to tell you about how my mother favors my sister and treats me like dirt, but I'll spare you the boredom. It would make a good fiction book, no one would believe it's true the house I was raised in... I am finished with them, my sister hasn't talked to me in 2 1/2 years because of her alcoholic husband and my mother totally sides with them and they'll throw her in a nursing home faster than she can say "boo", and the last time I called my dad a month ago he hung up on me for no reason, so I'm sick of the abusiveness and lies and am getting it off my chest and know I'm doing the right thing, they always cut me out of "their" lives now it's the other way around and I'm doing it for my peace of mind, and since then good people have entered my life...
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