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Nothing is going to work for me till I eat enough calories of the right food, and not be so depressed, that I am not willing to move my body. Not to spiritually pull inwards. Sometimes that's the only safe place to be, or it sure seems that way. I hated cleaning in the factory, but at least my body was moving. It is so ridiculous with jobs. My daughter saw in the paper an LPN position that was offered minimum wage money, plus to take a test. Mary commented, the whole point to go to school is not to take a test, and get paid better money! What's the point it that.
I think people are feeling the pinch everywhere! In money, in stress, in disorders. In trying to do everything right, just to find out you must be doing everything wrong! Sometimes we can feel like it just can't be us. They are polluting! They are poisoning! They are putting toxic chemicals in our water, as well as in our food! Even being vegetarian is just not enough! There needs to be an awakening of our souls, and also for our minds, as well!
I don't have all the answers! I am searching for them, though I assure you I am determined to find them!
Sometimes, I can forget to live, and to be active.
I hate mind control, and just power control. I had that too much from my mother, and I have had that too much from my husband. Sometimes it can be hard, but we can make a stand.
The first step is the hardest, from a very demanding, and controlling world in which we live in!! We can do it if we keep on trying, and without giving up!!
Diet Calendar Entry for 05 July 2011:
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1851 kcal
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Fat: 78.83g | Prot: 79.34g | Carb: 239.08g.
Breakfast: great value cream, great value 2% milk, great value bran cereal, Land O' Lakes american cheese slices. Lunch: tzatziki sauce made with sour cream, Kangaroo pita bread, eggs. Dinner: frozen sweet corn, morning star veggie crumbles, great value cream, Land O' Lakes american cheese slices, sour cream, for the tzatziki sauce, morning star vegetarian burger, Kangaroo pita bread. Snacks/Other: mini chocolate caramel, Reeses mini chocolates, chunk pineapple in natural juice. more...
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