Well today was a very, very humbling and emotional experience for me. I had to go to a food pantry to get food for the next several weeks. I cried at the generosity of these people. I still am emotional and still feel like crying. I have not had to ask for help in over 60 years. I have made a personal promise to myself when I get back on my feet, I will pay it forward with cases of food. We had our free in home physical and I weighed 284.6 pounds on her scale. Since we are no lon ger permitted to use plastic bag - every store has switched to paper. Do I bring home the bug eggs and the hatch ?I found that also have some kind of bug in my kitchen- roach 0r a water bug. Now I have to empty every cabinet, clean and spray. I cannot afford an exterminator, so I have to get on the floor to clean. When it rains it pours. I am so counting my blessings and Thanking God for giving me the strength to get through these difficult times. Still praying for the loan. Blessings to all.
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