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I am having some terrible days. My depression overtakes me. My emotional state is a mess- some days I just want to cry when I think of Kolton. He just went through another brain surgery to put in a drain to the fluid doesn't sit in the back of his brain. In a few weeks his to go through yet another surgery- to replace the skull flap. I have been praying so hard for him. I do not know what his brain cell activity status is. We are at the mercy of his "Mother" to get information. You see, I have never had a chance to hold him or give him kisses, all I can do right now is send him prayers.
Hubby is having some very painful days. He is getting so frustrated and tired of dealing with the pain. Not taking anything but OTC medications which really do not work for long. He is not able to take any hard drug due to reactions. It is hard to see the man you love with all your heart- break down and cry.
Trying to keep strong for him and my hubby.
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