Sweet Ce's Journal, 19 September 2013

Something's eating away at me. i don't know what it is. However, if relationship is one of the primary food groups, I think I'm missing a relationship. I've been working like crazy. I hardly have time to think about food or what to enter in to my food log here but I still try to take the time to do it.

I miss checking in here. And I miss checking in with myself. Maybe the relationship that is missing is the relationship with me. I know this won't last forever. I get glimpses of settling in to a groove and comfort zone of sorts but then something comes at me sideways. It's important for me to remember that I cannot control all things - I cannot control anything, actually. I can be aware of things. I can be aware of my responses to things... but true control? uh-uh.... No switches or on/off buttons. Just gotta breath with things.

Diet Calendar Entries for 19 September 2013:
1913 kcal Fat: 94.98g | Prot: 73.92g | Carb: 197.86g.   Breakfast: Bananas, Oatmeal. Lunch: Mixed Salad Greens, Asparagus, Beets, Carrots, Marie's Sesame Ginger Dressing, Feta Cheese, Avocados. Dinner: Amy's Spinach Pizza, Organic Valley Organic Mild Cheddar Cheese. more...
2520 kcal Activities & Exercise: Walking (exercise) - 3.5/mph - 37 minutes, Resting - 4 hours and 23 minutes, Sleeping - 8 hours, Desk Work - 7 hours, Sitting - 4 hours. more...

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*hugs* Just keep rolling with the punches and never give up 
19 Sep 13 by member: crys39

     
 

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