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KukiAme's Journal, 10 February 2013
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Oh the swing of emotions when one is battling with weight, self-esteem, daily stress, and more. I'm just happy that no matter what, the hope still bubbles up in me. I have had those points in my life where the hope stopped bubbling. I can say I am still recovering from the last time I lost hope almost 3 years ago. It's amazing to me how much I can hurt myself when I stop believing there a way will be shown to make it all better. If you are spiritual in any way, you know that faith is a continual process and can be quite tough to maintain. Be it faith in a god figure, faith in others, or faith in yourself.
After the training yesterday and speaking with my mentor about things, I am happy to feel as if I have a way now. I have a method that might help me make progress in Herbalife. One of my hang ups has been not being able to have a place to do wellness profiles that also allows me the chance to get a shake for folks. I live with my brother, sis-in-law, and nephew so bringing random strangers to the house doesn't set well with me. I can't bring shake samples to the local coffee shop and I'm also not comfortable with going to random strangers homes. I really feel one of the selling points to this product is how damned good it tastes.
My mentor is in a nutrition club 1.5 hours away from here. So using them wasn't an option. They introduced me to a club here in town and, small world, the woman's husband used to work in the office across the hall when I was at OSU. Yay synchronicity! So, they are familiar with having "adoptees" in their club and will allow me to use their space as well as volunteer in the club during open hours to learn. They will also help coach me, which I appreciate greatly. The energy in this place is great. You know how you can walk in a room and tell when something is wrong? Well in this place, you can tell something is right. It's a really nice change to be honest. I really only get that feeling from this place and church right now. Home is getting better. (We have to make it ours and "imprint" ourselves on it.)
I'm looking forward to working with them. I feel like this might actually come around this time. I won't deny that this scares me but the fear isn't as much as it used to be. I still may progress slowly but I will be progressing instead of dipping my toe in the water and scurrying away. Let's see if I can do that with my weigh loss story as well. Time for breakfast.
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