So off it comes not counted cals this week and it seems to have worked for now. Had the results of my blood tests and my little lady's blood test yesterday, we have both been called back to see the doctor over our blood counts, not sure what they will say about my little lady but i am thinking maybe we are anaemic if this is the case i have researched anaemia (low iron) it may just be a simple thing, anyway it can cause shortness of breath, anxiety and difficuilty sometimes in swallowing which i have got all of these symptoms, maybe i have just self diagnosed who knows!!! hopefully that is what he is going to say and it will just be a case of iron tablets and everything will be sorted i am really hoping so. Been feeling pretty awful this week starting with monday night when i woke up having awful nightmares and talking alot in my sleep scared dh half to death as he thought i was messing about until he realised i was asleep, anyway he took the next day off work as neither of us slept after that, just catching up now and feeling more with it. It is my little lady's 12th birthday on saturday and out of the blue dh suggested as a suprise we took the kids camping tonight and tomorrow night in a field with no amenities lol only 10 miles from home but they will love being under canvas for the evening (not sure i will tho)!!! anyway she doesnt know anything about it. If he can get out of work early enough he will come home and we will say right kids were going for a ride then we will go to the field pitch the tent and find somewhere to eat, we are the only ones booked in so have the run of the field which we will make good use of with our trusty football. Hope you are all having a good day catch up soon. oohh also got my treadmilll test next week aswell so that will also move things along, not long now to my hols cant wait.