Samiam9663's Journal, 18 April 2016

Not a good day - didn't go to work and ate absolute garbage, and I'm not really sure why I did that. Boredom? Rebellion? Now I feel gross - eating garbage will do that to a person - I'm rather ashamed at my childish behaviour and generally in a rotten mood. On the positive side, tomorrow IS another day - and one that I have the power to make better than this one, if I choose to do that. Early to bed and tomorrow will be more efficient/effective/positive on all fronts. Bleah.

Diet Calendar Entries for 18 April 2016:
2840 kcal Fat: 159.37g | Prot: 94.60g | Carb: 279.81g.   Breakfast: Milk (2% Lowfat Without Added Vitamin A and Nonfat Solids), Blueberries, Kashi GOLEAN Crunch! Cereal, Bananas. Lunch: Cream Cheese Dip, Potato Chips, Sweet or Dark Chocolate, Giant Eagle Hot Italian Sausage, Kidney Beans (Canned), Delissio Rising Crust Hawaiian Pizza. Dinner: Philadelphia Original Cream Cheese, Nabisco Triscuit Crackers Original, Cheese, Hormel Pulled Pork, Frankfurter or Hot Dog, Rouses Hot Dog Bun. more...
2619 kcal Activities & Exercise: Resting - 16 hours, Sleeping - 8 hours. more...

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Eh... happens to the best of us. Congratulations, you're human. No need to beat yourself up over this misstep. Dust yourself off, tomorrow is a new day. It's all up from here!  
18 Apr 16 by member: Christinemeowk
Eh is right, Christine - I just remembered MORE stuff I ate during my calorie frenzy. It's added now, my conscience is clear (even if my brain is fat-fuddled) and tomorrow is indeed a new day! Thanks for the note of support :-) 
18 Apr 16 by member: Samiam9663
No problem, woman.. we got this shiz! 😆 
18 Apr 16 by member: Christinemeowk
Oh man....I SO get this. At one point I even created a custom food I named "empty emotional eating calories" just so I could plug something in and keep myself honest. BoredomAngerRebellion makes me eat like Godzilla storming a city. UGLY. You and Christine are both right....you GOT this. A good night's sleep and a plan for tomorrow will make a lot of difference. That's the one good thing about frenzies is that they're generally short-lived.  
18 Apr 16 by member: Vickie 5966
First lesson in any weight loss plan is self love. Don't beat yourself up for fulfilling some kind of need inside yourself.. The junk you ate fulfilled some need that you had inside yourself. It's your journey so try a little introspection to determine what you were feeling at the time. Self condemnation will bring you to the lowest of the low. Every positive thought you can give to your self also sends a message to the cells of your body and will pay off in spades and bring you closer to achieving your weight loss goal and any other goals you may have in life.. 
19 Apr 16 by member: thinner120
We've all been there! this happens to even the most active and disciplined people, don't beat urself up about it, think of it as a deserved cheat day, and start with a clean slate the next day!  
19 Apr 16 by member: Rania Dridi
THANKS you guys - all of you. What lovely, kind people you are! Unfortunately yesterday wasn't any better - I went offline when I thought I was ordering something healthy for lunch (a garden burger at Cactus Club - didn't know I was going there so I didn't check the menu ahead of time like I usually do) and found out after lunch that that stupid, tasteless, very expensive piece of CRAP was a fat-laden, salt-infused, carb-ridiculous 990 cals! Argh! So the rest of the day was a train wreck. TODAY, however, is INDEED another day - and I need to remember that two days of stupid eating doesn't undo 6 weeks as long as it stops NOW. You guys are right, beating myself up is counterproductive, and gentleness is the key to peace and health for both body and mind. I feel better both mentally and physically when I nourish my body, and today I choose to feel better. Thanks everyone :-)  
20 Apr 16 by member: Samiam9663
I love your spirit, and I can already feel you moving in the right direction. Bravo 👏😁 
20 Apr 16 by member: Christinemeowk
I did the same thing yesterday..but today, what a beautiful new day! 
20 Apr 16 by member: EDC1972

     
 

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