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Today is Saturday, guess I missed a couple days here, sorry (to me) I really need the at least everyother day routine of coming here and at least posting something of how I feel that day. This past week has been a very trying one, but at least I survived it. I was the only one at work all week and with a tooth ache and my parents on-call duty and my car trouble, it has been one that I am relieved is over. The dentist trip was ok, at least I got anitbiotics and pain med, but I have another appointment with a different dentist today. Hopefully he will solve my problem without too much expense.
I am also having a yard sale today, tomorrow and next weekend. Something I need to do but have been putting off. Can't procastinate any longer. I really dread doing yard sales, but maybe if I try to change my attitude about it that might help?
My woe suffered with my stress this past week, one evening but I bounced back the next day and I'm doing well since then. No weight gain but also no weight loss. Weekends and evenings are alway my weak times. I don't have any taboo food/drink in the house so hopefully this weekend will pass without slips.
I did have a good talk with my Ex. Something that really was needed in my life. In the past few years we have had some good conversations and some not so good, but still civil. So much better than the few years right after the divorce. I think we may even become friends again. Not in a romantic sense, but in a friend sense which is something that will be good. He is basically a good person and a wonderful father to our sons so that is all I can ask/hope for right? I must admit here I really never stopped loving him, but he basically didn't want to be married anymore. And even though some hateful things were done and said I think he truely cares about me, but just as a friend and of course as the mother of his sons. He finally did admit one time that I did a good job raising our sons and he was thankful (a few years right after the divorce he was absent a lot of time in both the physical and monetary). But this is not what I was going to dwell on now. It is just that it actually feels good that we are comfortable with each other again and for that I am thankful.
Well I have to get ready for the yard sale and then my dentist apt.
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