JMA312's Journal, 10 February 2011

again I've been away. One reason is this site or maybe its my computer? I get bumped off every time I make a journal entry, weigh in, check my groups....What is going on? Well I decided that is not going to sway me anymore! If I get bumped off, I'll just try again or start making a journal offline and copy and paste it when I can stay online!
I also must admit I've strayed, there is so much going on in my life right now. I am the caregiver for my parents (alzheimers & parkensons) and also have a full time job. My eldest son just went back to China and my other in out of the city but still requires my attention from time to time, I need to sell my house within the year and with the market I don't know if I will be able to sell it for what I owe on it. I know these are excuses but they are also LIFE and sometimes LIFE stinks but things could be worse, yes I know that also. I also know I need to keep myself in mind and do this for me and I am/will. I had a friend that came down from up North and she broke me away from my low carb, yes I could have told her no, but I didn't, I was weak and so very tired of everything. BUT now I'm back and ready to go. So back to induction and getting back to myself. I can do it and I am worth it.