redgirl1974's Journal, 05 June 2016

Good Sunday Morning my fabulous FS family. Ive been offline for 4 days.. Work was horrible.It was the start of our busy season and one of my co workers took off two days. How nice of him right? Its OK, I put in for a 10 day vacation in December. See ya sucker LOL.. Anyway..I did not make the best food choices, missed a day at the gym and just plain straight up didnt give 2 f@cks toward the end of last week. Prolly bc I worked 10 hrs straight with no lunch break then got called back in to close..The beginning of the week was great, Thursday and Friday, not so much. BUT, everyone knows me. Im not one to cry over spilt milk. Im using to day for meal prep, AAAANNNNNDDD, no more crazy work schedule for a while so I am back on schedule at the gym. I totally love the new program I started and I could say I feel great and feel like Im leaning out some.. BUT, the scale wont show it yet, Im sure,bc of the bad meal choices I made and the alcohol I we had Friday (it was so worth it though). So its kinda like almost starting over again tomorrow. PSH. Ill use today to detox and drink up my water. And Ive resolved to grow a pair and cut my out my cheating crap.I know better.That bathing suit I want wont buy itself and I wont buy it if I dont feel good about myself so time to get serious. I feel like Ive said this before.... and Im embarrassed that I keep falling off the wagon lately but I know I can post here honestly and get no judgement, only support.And that's why Im still here..I was telling a friend the other day, I started my journey in July 2014.. going on 2 years now and though I may not be actively losing right now, its become a lifestyle change, one that I would never give up. And even if Im not "dieting" Im always gonna be here on FS bc of the friendship, support, guidance and just straight up advice I get from everyone here.. Meal prep Sunday starts in two minutes. Everyone have a great day and love yourself some ! you deserve it .. xoxo Andee

Diet Calendar Entries for 05 June 2016:
1150 kcal Fat: 91.61g | Prot: 48.80g | Carb: 34.95g.   Breakfast: Boiled Egg, Coffee, Albertsons Heavy Whipping Cream. Lunch: Sour Cream, Mayonnaise, Cabbage, Tilapia (Fish). Dinner: Kraft Shaved Parmesan Cheese, Olive Garden Italian Salad Dressing, Great Value Romaine Lettuce. Snacks/Other: Strawberries, Fat Bomb, Fresh & Easy Pico De Gallo, Calavo Avocado, Baken-ets Traditional Fried Pork Skins. more...
3057 kcal Activities & Exercise: Shopping - 30 minutes, Driving - 30 minutes, Housework - 2 hours, Walking (moderate) - 3/mph - 20 minutes, Weight Training (moderate) - 1 hour, Sleeping - 8 hours, Resting - 11 hours and 40 minutes. more...

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So, basically, you're living life in the real world, huh? ;) Thanks for the peek behind the curtain. I'm pretty new here, but I love the support and sense of community. Hang in there...you've come a long way, baby! 
05 Jun 16 by member: mskestrela
What kind of bathing suit did you decide upon? Skirted or not? What brand because I'm in the market too. Thanks and happy Sunday! 
05 Jun 16 by member: Firebelly
@firebelly , I was thinking i wanted a 2 piece but I want the bottoms to be "boy short" style.... to cover my hips LOL AND/OR a 2 piece and then buy a skirt. I have one like that now and kinda love it...BUT, Im still about a 10 lbs away..so I need to get my ass in gear!  
05 Jun 16 by member: redgirl1974
You have absolutely no reason to be embarrassed about anything. I so admire your ability to hang in there, despite setbacks and the distractions of life. ☺️ 
05 Jun 16 by member: izzypup68
i am a little embarrassed to be honest, the way you write these journals it seems like a teenaher writing it with words like " anddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddd" what are you 13 
05 Jun 16 by member: alone4ever78
alone4ever78, please don't be a jacka$$! 
05 Jun 16 by member: izzypup68
It's not about never falling off the wagon, it's about climbing right back on! There will never be a time when i won't eat cheesecake etc, just normal human portions and not frequently. I have been working for a year and one of my sisters recently told me that she can see i have a completely different relationship with food. That really made me feel good. Makes me hopeful that i will continue with healthier eating. Now if i can just make myself excercise :( 
05 Jun 16 by member: cookiesmomma01
Sorry if anyone is offended by my previous comment, but I was just reading through my notifications and I found a list of affirmations--Nice! Impressive! Great! Then, I ran across this bit of nastiness and it made me mad. Usually, I try to stay out of the fray when ugliness rears its head in these comments, but this seemed utterly unnecessary and hurtful! 
05 Jun 16 by member: izzypup68
Issypup68, I agree with you completely! A journal is really written for yourself, and if you choose to share it fine. If someone else doesn't like what you write, they can just skip over it. Comments to support, or even criticize politely, is fine -- criticism of the writing style is not!! 
05 Jun 16 by member: pandasmom
Izzypup68 your comment was on target, though, so I don't think anybody would be offended by it, except for maybe "I demonstrate why I will be Alone4ever78." Whose acting like a 13 year old? 
05 Jun 16 by member: SeaRoyhill
@alone4ever im 42 if its any of your business and if I choose to remain young at heart and change with the times and post words like aaaaand then thats my choice and that's my business. So unless you have something nice to say, stay off my post asshole.  
05 Jun 16 by member: redgirl1974
AAAAANNNNNNDDDDD Im sorry, but didn't you just misspell a word? jerk.  
05 Jun 16 by member: redgirl1974
Loved your entry, Andee, AAAANNNNNDDDDD the way you wrote it! 😒 I'm looking for a boyshort bottom too. Love the way they allow you to swim comfortably with out letting it all hang out...kinda like showing just the right amount of cleavage. 😉 You've got this, hunnnnnnnnn! 
05 Jun 16 by member: FatGirlJenny
thanks @FGJ... I almost let someone's nasty comment get to me then I realized, he isnt worth my time.. I let you know if I find a good "boy short" . LOL  
05 Jun 16 by member: redgirl1974
Redgirl- douchebag4ever called you a teenaher, I'm sure you're crushed.  
05 Jun 16 by member: 1point21gigawatts
Great post. I love your honesty. We all feel the same, at least I do. 
05 Jun 16 by member: islandmoma
Yea, I stopped letting ppl drag me in their miserable lonely lives too. I just smile and ✌ 
05 Jun 16 by member: FatGirlJenny
Excellent!!  
05 Jun 16 by member: tapwatergirl
Hi, Redgirl, everything Ok with you? I was trying to be funny, but I know it's not. 
05 Jun 16 by member: warrenwinter
Im good Warren ! thanks for asking !  
06 Jun 16 by member: redgirl1974

     
 

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