I have struggled with my weight all my life. I have chronic medical conditions that make it a challenge for me to exercise the way I would like to. So now it is time to get my butt in gear and do what needs to be done and do it on my own. My fear is not failure of weight loss because I have lost weight and given when I was doing good...my fear is the change of me...am I going to like what I'm working so hard to become...