I'm a 30 year old living the life in Alaska. I love to hike, bike, camp, snowboard, snowshoe, and just enjoy the outdoors. My wonderful father died about a year and a half ago. I had also just lost my job. Since then, I have overseen his estate, inherited his rental property, and found a new job. I have been struggling to find a balance between all of my new responsibilities and maintaining my health and lifestyle. Due to depression, withdrawing myself socially, emotional eating and drinking, and the stress of all of my new responsibilities, I've gained about 30 pounds since my father died. I'm hoping to find the motivation and mental strength to be healthy again, enjoy my life, have some fun, and just try to find my inner joy again.