junkinthehatchback
Joined February 2015
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Start Weight
180.0 lb
Lost so far: 21.0 lb

Current Weight
201.0 lb
Performance: losing 21.0 lb a week

Goal Weight
140.0 lb
Still to go: 61.0 lb
Thick thighs.
Fat tushy.
Chubby cheeks.

Got a body fit to grip.
Just need one that's just fit.

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junkinthehatchback's Cookbook

cals: 73kcal | fat: 6.22g | carbs: 3.86g | prot: 1.64g
Asian Slaw with Asian Dressing
A simply flavorful slaw that comes together in no time.
cals: 223kcal | fat: 9.77g | carbs: 6.85g | prot: 26.73g
Asian Burgers
An Asian twist on a classic American dish.
cals: 217kcal | fat: 3.40g | carbs: 26.18g | prot: 21.03g
Stew in a Pumpkin
Hearty Fall dish.
cals: 141kcal | fat: 3.51g | carbs: 9.70g | prot: 15.47g
Fiesta Chicken Tacos
A recipe for the slow cooker. Put it in the morning and it's ready by dinner time.
cals: 194kcal | fat: 1.59g | carbs: 12.41g | prot: 29.70g
Lime Chicken Crockpot
A tasty chicken dish where the crockpot does all the work.
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I don't want to lose weight because then I'll be noticed and greeted by people.
I was an awkward teenager (who wasn't though, right?), who didn't get attention from the male sex, and the attention from females was often negative. I was also incredibly skinny. Not unhealthy, just super, duper skinny. Male attention didn't really start until I was 17, but it was all from older men. Naturally, I ate it up. Slowly, I learned how to manipulate and use my sexuality, and absolutely craved attention.

I started gaining weight when I was about 20, but it was healthy, just adding curves and making the attention grow. At 22, I realized that I was 150 lbs, and looking a bit chubby due to an unhappy relationship/life, but I ended things and started eating healthily and working out. I got down to 130, which is my happy weight. Now, at 26, I'm nearly 200 lbs, and I can't stand the way I look. Honestly, I CRAVE that attention again. My husband says I'm beautiful and sexy, but a small part of me is sad and feel a little worthless because I don't get attention anymore.

It's irrational, and I don't want to get fit for the attention, but I miss it. I don't want my validation to be dependent on other people, so I try to remind myself everyday, I'm happy in my marriage, my life is pretty great, and my personal health and fitness are important to keep those two things true. I also want kids, but I want a healthy body before I do. THESE are the important things.

I suppose it's the same for you, just opposite. Try to remind yourself that your motivation should be YOU and YOUR GOALS, and try not to react to other people's view of you.
posted 17 Aug 2015, 19:58
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