I'm a newlywed!
So, it's almost two months since the honeymoon and the 15 pounds I gained during the engagement, plus the five pounds gained back since the wedding has not budged. At all. Ok, three pounds keep yo-yo'ing, but the middle is muffin topping which is not only unattractive, but I'm not about to buy new clothes. I can't deny one size larger and I'm not ready to admit two sizes even though I did have to buy a new pair of jeans before the wedding.
I know my wife is kidding when she says "I proposed to a skinny girl...", I'm thinking it too. I feel unattractive and I remember the self confidence I had when we met. With summer coming up I really want to wear the cute clothes that stayed in my closet all last year, and feel attractive again.
Oh, I mention "when we met" because through weight watchers online I lost 40 pounds during 2007, was fit, and kept it all off for over a year. I am very scared that the fifteen pounds will grow out of control and I don't want to go back to that body. So... here I am.