KayBuckaroo
Joined May 2018
Posts
297
Following
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Weight History

Start Weight
205.0 lb
Lost so far: 49.0 lb

Current Weight
156.0 lb
Performance: Steady

Goal Weight
140.0 lb
Still to go: 16.0 lb
I am a bulimia and anorexia recovered person for six years. I have a journey of weight loss that is truly self-love and awareness. I have only within the last six months began to change my eating habits and to formally exercise at the gym. Before, doing these things was too triggering and I felt uneasy Attempting to lose weight and I felt at risk for relapse in with the eating disorder behavior. The majority of my teens and 20s I dedicated to being sick, was in and out of inpatient eating disorder hospitals. I’m going to be 35 the summer And I’m in the best space with food than I have ever been. I am truly dedicated to whole wellness and happiness. I am reclaiming my body, and it feels like digging up your spring garden. It is beautiful and empowering. I lead a very active lifestyle, chasing three boys, and keeping up the house hold for us all. My husband has loved me at many weights, my highest being over 300 and over the last four years I have chipped away at it. I never thought I could be slender without starvation. Recovery for me has meant gaining the weight without judgment. I had to learn how to eat, appropriate portions, regularly and I had to put away the scale for 6 years. I do know that my lowest weight was 115. I knew I was going to die, so I started wanting to live. I gave up control. I did this in order to reprogram my brain from the toxic behaviors of binge purge cycling and starvation. We would love more children and so getting my weight under control has been a huge step towards that. My goal is to be 140. I measured at 40/30/40 and 168 as of 5/24. I’ve been eating chicken, fruit, veggies, and skim milk. Fat free yogurt, or sometimes Full fat Greek yogurt. Turkey bacon, tuna fish. Hard boiled eggs. Coconut, raw. Popcorn, stovetop popped with Evoo. Turkey slices.... salads made with spinach, romaine, red leaf.... and Evoo dressings. I call it South Beach, but I don’t know what it is really. I just do what I want, which is different than before ...

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14 August 2018

Angry 😠 I’d never have stopped eating popcorn angrily if I didn’t get sand in it. So. Real 👏🏻 talk 👏🏻 aIdgaff if you like my writing my photos or ...

14 August 2018

To the hater who said I was “courageous” for wearing a crop Top over 40... I’m not intimidated by you Carla, and Jesus I am only 35. Jealous? 😭😭😭 SAD. ...

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