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10 March 2021
I am so very tired today. I even made a good faith effort to go to bed early. I was just at the tipping off point when my MIL called to ask about a picture I'd posted on FB of our cat. Why was it so important to call after 10 to ask about him? Couldn't that have been a text I could ignore until morning? Attaching said pic for context. For further context: our fluffy boy has had some congestion for a while and we brought him to the vet on Monday. He has an upper respiratory infection and is now on meds. Back to the pic, the kids have this little ball that opens on a hinge and they thought it'd be funny to put it on his head. MIL took the pic too literally and missed the humor in it.
So there was that.
Then the boy. My sweet, cuddly, adorable boy. He's been getting in bed with us lately. Pretty sure it's cuz he kicks his blankets off and hubs turns the heater off in his room and he gets cold, but what do I know? So I flopped a whole bunch so I wouldn't squish him.
And then!
My subconscious decided it was high time to have a crazy dream about trying to pick out a Funko Pop and then I had trouble driving and got slammed with not only a ticket (that I could pay off with points?) but a bill for the damage I'd caused.
Cue alarm blast, it's time to start a new day!
I've eaten like garbage to quell some anxiety and try to stay awake. I avoid the scale like it's going to suck out my soul. I want to nap and read and not be responsible but that won't pay the bills. We have A TON of things we're planning right now, some immediate, most long-term, and I just want a break, but it's not coming until 2033 at the earliest. I cried in the laundry room over the weekend of guilt and anger and exhaustion. I rarely cry like that, just pack it all down, maybe get watery eyed, and push through. Because I have to. I can't crack because he can't handle it and he can't crack because then we're done for. This house of cards is shaking and I can't let it fall.
They say shouting into the void makes you feel better. I wish it were true.
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08 March 2021
Weigh-in:
175.8 lb
lost so far:
0.2 lb
still to go:
5.8 lb
Diet followed reasonably well
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gaining 0.8 lb a week
01 March 2021
Weigh-in:
175.0 lb
lost so far:
1.0 lb
still to go:
5.0 lb
Diet followed reasonably well
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steady weight
28 February 2021
Weigh-in:
175.0 lb
lost so far:
1.0 lb
still to go:
5.0 lb
Diet followed reasonably well
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steady weight
26 February 2021
Weigh-in:
175.0 lb
lost so far:
1.0 lb
still to go:
5.0 lb
Diet followed reasonably well
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steady weight
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