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Just as I suspected, but tomorrow is a new day. A while back I couldn't keep my pants up without a belt-- now, although I haven't tried on the same pants, I suspect it is no longer true. Also, my neck fat appeared to be going down, and now it appears that its gone back up. So I'm not nearly as disappointed with the number as I am with those two things-- especially the latter. I feel a lot of sadness and anxiety about my weight and my relationship to food lately. Sometimes I think about giving up and how I would still be fat but maybe I would feel slightly less tortured about it. I won't, though. I think I'll go eat a nice healthy breakfast, and feel better for the moment.
Sorry, fellow yellow lamborghinis.
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204.6 lb
Lost so far: 2.4 lb.
Still to go: 74.6 lb.
Diet followed poorly.
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gaining 1.4 lb a week
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