Me too, BIG time!! We've all been there. Just keep on with this site, it's done wonders for me. Before I found this site, every other second was a struggle in my head just to keep going. I love this site!! I've found sooooo much inspiration that I've kept on all week. I started Monday and followed my diet, I exercised twice I think and I've lost 3 lbs. already. You can do this. Put the holidays behind you and get a fresh new start and attitute. Look forward to spring and the new body that you will have. BTW, I Love your picture. That's so true. Keep at it and the lbs will melt off!! Good luck