joanne4484's Journal, 13 December 2007

well i've been gone for almost two months and its obvious that i havent been dieting at all.. in the last week i gained 7 pounds exciting! things have been real rough latley not that there excuses just the truth.. didnt end up moving!my fiance went out there and couldnt find much work.. um lets see i've been having doctors appointments one after the other.. mainly cause i cant sleep(had a sleep study done, may be sleep apnea) been having alot of back and hip pains(started physical therapy).. been having a lot of headaches, memory lost and just being freaking aggravted cause i cant stop my mind from racing and now i seeing a shrink cause i dont really know how to deal with my problem without breaking down into to tears adn the fact that i havent dealt with my fathers death yet.. we have no source of income at the time so i've just been eating whatever is here.. which most likely is never the healthy stuff..so i'm hoping that sometime soon i get my mojo back cause i know its gonna be a waste of time if i try to diet right now when that mind set is not there.. but anyways i'm still here alive and kicking.. planning on cutting back alot on the starches(my ABSOLUTE ENEMY)not gonna jump right into atkins yet need a job to start buying all of my goodies.. enough about me how is everybody else doing
199.0 lb Lost so far: 0 lb.    Still to go: 34.0 lb.    Diet followed N/A.
gaining 1.0 lb a week

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Gosh, sounds like you're going through a very tough time. I'm sure that you can over come it and will get back to the life you want! 
13 Dec 07 by member: biblioholic03
I hope you get things under control. I know how it feels to have everything to spin out of control. At least you are getting the help that you need, I pretty much had to fix my own problems....that's probably why I'm not right today! Keep your head up and just know that it's going to get better. 
14 Dec 07 by member: Mandie160
THANKS FOR THE POSITIVE COMMENTS GUYS! 
14 Dec 07 by member: joanne4484
Hey Stranger, LOL... We've missed you! I love the new pic.. sorry things are down right now but keep the faith b/c God can bring you through it! I know how tough times can be, I'm sure most of us have been there!!! Your in my thoughts and prayers girl! Visit us more often and let us know how you are! =D 
14 Dec 07 by member: lorik

     
 

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