LadyinDenim's Journal, 15 September 2016

Went to bed at 4:30 pm and slept ten hours. Hung out on fs for an hour, then back to bed for more sleep. Twelve hours total.

I feel back to normal.

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This is the view leaving the school this afternoon. It was a very good experience. The lunchroom was a zoo, and I loved it. Both granddaughters were happy to see me. The older one reached over the stack of dirty trays to give me a hug. The younger one's friends recognized me and several asked, "Are you Emmelyn's grandma?" Yes, I am, and that is my number one job.

I talked to a couple of parents and they were both displaced workers. One from disability and the other from nepotism. Talking to them, I really came to embrace the fact that my job isn't the end all and be all of everything. I don't even believe in what I'm doing there, except the part about being kind and attentive, and doing my best to relieve suffering.

I need to trust that if this door closes, a better one will open.

222.6 lb Lost so far: 10.4 lb.    Still to go: 87.6 lb.    Diet followed 100%.

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1339 kcal

Fat: 98.41g | Prot: 99.16g | Carb: 15.79g.   Breakfast: Coffee. Lunch: Horizon Organic Cream Cheese, Pink Salmon (Solids with Bone and Liquid, Canned), Hiland 4% Small Curd Cottage Cheese, Organic Prairie Organic Pork Breakfast Sausage, Organic Valley Organic Brown Eggs (Extra Large), Butter. Dinner: Cooked Green String Beans (from Frozen), Applegate Farms Organic Uncured Sunday Bacon, Pork Chops (Top Loin, Boneless). Snacks/Other: Nordic Naturals Arctic Cod Liver Oil, Now Foods P5P, Now Foods Zinc Picolinate, Nature's Bounty Evening Primrose Oil, Spring Valley B6, Sundown Naturals Magnesium 500mg. more...