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Been on the roller coaster again lately. "That time of the month" plus some legitimate job offers has me stressing. Why would job offers cause me to stress? Well, when it rains it pours. I had four interviews in two weeks and three of them resulted in offers, but one was tentative, the one I REALLY want, and I'm still waiting on the confirmation. So, meanwhile, I've turned one down and told another I couldn't make a decision yet. In theory, this is a good problem to have, job offers - but in reality, it's putting my stomach in knots because I just want to hear from the one school today - a small, independent, faith-based school. It's less money, but it's a mile from the house and the nurturing environment is what I've been looking for, for years! The other option that's waiting in the wings is an EXCELLENT school as well, but it's a 40 minute drive and I'd have to learn to teach physics (honors level) - something I could do, but I would prefer to teach life science to younger students. Well, at least I'm able to state that now - last night I felt like I had no clue what I wanted to do! This morning I woke up knowing exactly what decision I had to make! So, I'll wait for the call this morning and if I don't have it by lunch I'll call or go by there, and see if they're prepared to move forward with their offer. Hopefully, that will jump-start my diet again lol... I have to admit I've been having a beer or two a day lately and the intake of green vegetables has been replaces by a massive amount of popcorn. Oh well, at least I'm pretty steady and haven't gained a huge amount. Love you all, you're my team and mom reminded me last night I should visit here more often. I can't drop off just because life sets in. Big hugs. :) Mol
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204.5 lb
Lost so far: 14.5 lb.
Still to go: 59.5 lb.
Diet followed poorly.
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gaining 0.4 lb a week
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