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So my stress level is very high and I am not motivated. I spoke too soon yesterday when I said things are getting better. Not only did I get my heart broken by a lying jerk but now I am being harassed by the mother of his child. Apparently he was lying and playing both of us but she seems to think this is all my fault. She sent me nasty text messages all day yesterday... I found an app to block all of this but I can still see the messages she's sending and it's getting me fired up and concerned for my safety. She seems crazy. I already made a police report about the threats and harassment but if I get a restraining order, she will find out my full name and I would have to face her in court. Ugh. Why me?? I think I need to change my phone number unfortunately... So I am having a hard time focusing. I can barely eat. I am trying to give it to God but that's when the enemy seems to come at me harder. Praying that this shall pass.
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267.4 lb
Lost so far: 13.6 lb.
Still to go: 67.4 lb.
Diet followed 100%.
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Diet Calendar Entry for 18 November 2014:
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477 kcal
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Fat: 37.04g | Prot: 22.30g | Carb: 15.41g.
Breakfast: Atkins Advantage Mocha Latte Shake, Espresso Coffee, Cream (Half & Half). more...
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losing 6.3 lb a week
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