kickingcarbs's Journal, 04 March 2019

holyyyyyyyyyy $hit! I just realized I finally! FINALY! have less weight to loose than i have lost! I am finally past my half way point! well butter my imaginary biscuit by George I have done it! my second big goal is accomplished. thank you to fatsecret and my hyperactive clients we finally helped me get to a half way point that I never thought I would even live to see. i have to say recently i have been so depressed and exhausted because of all i have been through and i think finally shedding that half a person i didnt want to be i realized all the things i wanted the other half of this half self i call myself to be. my old 437 lb self hated life, because every minute alive was another minute i had to live with the trauma that caused my PTSD. And how much I didnt want to live with PTSD. and this journey to my half self i realize how much i have gained and how much more i have to become. And this 294.3 lb self can not wait to see the bad ass, confident, sexy woman I can possibly be.

294.3 lb Lost so far: 142.7 lb.    Still to go: 44.3 lb.    Diet followed reasonably well.

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905 kcal

Fat: 14.25g | Prot: 11.50g | Carb: 106.20g.   Breakfast: Rockstar Inc Sugar Free Energy Drink, Slim-Fast Shake Mix - French Vanilla, Blue Diamond Almond Breeze Unsweetened Vanilla Milk. Dinner: Alberts Hot Sauce, Daisy Sour Cream, Betty Crocker Hamburger Helper - Lasagna. Snacks/Other: Pure Leaf Mint Tea. more...