jeannieselby's Journal, 19 April 2018

All aboard! Hahaha

[Instrumental]

I, I, I, I... [fade]

[Instrumental]

Crazy, but that's how it goes
Millions of people living as foes
Maybe. it's not too late
To learn how to love, and forget how to hate

Mental wounds not healing
Life's a bitter shame
I'm goin' off the rails on a crazy train
I'm goin' off the rails on a crazy train

I've listened to preachers,
I've listened to fools
I've watched all the dropouts
Who make their own rules
One person conditioned to rule and control
The media sells it and you live the role

Mental wounds still screaming
Driving me insane
I'm goin' off the rails on a crazy train
I'm goin' off the rails on a crazy train

I know that things are going wrong for me
You gotta listen to my words, yeah, yeah

Heirs of a cold war,
That's what we've become
Inheriting troubles,
I'm mentally numb
Crazy, I just cannot bear
I'm living with something that just isn't fair

Mental wounds not healing
Who and what's to blame
I'm goin' off the rails on a crazy train
I'm goin' off the rails on a crazy train

Thank you Ozzy Osbourne!

252.0 lb Lost so far: 45.0 lb.    Still to go: 87.0 lb.    Diet followed reasonably well.

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3484 kcal

Fat: 154.73g | Prot: 110.98g | Carb: 392.87g.   Breakfast: Starbucks Iced White Chocolate Mocha with Almond Milk, Starbucks Chicken Sausage & Bacon Biscuit. Lunch: Ono Hawaiian BBQ White Fish aka Mahi Mahi, HEB Jumbo Butterfly Shrimp, Ono Hawaiian BBQ Katsu Sauce, Ono Hawaiian BBQ Macaroni Salad. Dinner: Jyoti Chicken Tikka Masala, Stonefire Garlic Tandoori Naan, Uncle Ben's Basmati Rice. Snacks/Other: Hostess Frosted Orange Cupcakes, Combos Cheddar Cheese Pretzel, Peanut Butter Cups with White Chocolate, Tootsie Roll Tootsie Roll (Midgees), Milk Chocolate Candies, Alacer Corp Emergen-C Super Orange, Garden of Life Women's Multi Organic Fruit + Vitamin Chews. more...