Ms Elizabeth's Journal, 22 August 2017

I've got nothing. Absolutely nothing. I'm too tired to have anything. Do you know what rock bottom looks like? It involves a bed with pillows thrown everywhere, a tiny happy not in the least bit tired human, bob the builder, and a Benadryl drugged mom who keeps whining "just go to bed" in between the giant marshmallows the tiny human is feeding her. I was weak. It was 1:30 AM. He was adorably cute and excited because Yes He Can!! Momma? Not so much. This was the second night in a row this child has refused sleep. I seriously don't know how he does it. Sooo much energy. Sooo happy. Maybe he isn't human.... maybe he's a gremlin.

Me? I'm exhausted and I eat when I'm exhausted. I'm attempting to be good and not run sobbing towards the vending machines. I skipped the gym. I've had coffee. I think I'm immune to coffee at this point.. I also fear I have marshmallow in my hair still. The only good part so far is my shoes match.

I will be strong. I will be healthy. I will be drooling on my desk in the next ten minutes.

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1100 kcal

Fat: 63.39g | Prot: 57.57g | Carb: 83.89g.   Breakfast: Atkins Advantage Cafe Mocha Shake, Atkins Snack Dark Chocolate Almond Coconut Crunch Bar, Dunkin' Donuts Extra Extra Coffee Creamer, Coffee. Lunch: Taco Mayo Taco Salad - Beef. more...

2151 kcal

Activities & Exercise: Fitbit - 24 hours. more...