I don't know what I've done wrong in my past until that day... It started in the morning after a long restful night, i got up and saw myself in a mirror across the bed. It's so awful that i can't bear to see it much longer and even now i still remember it. My face looked so round, my belly has pop up and bigger than my breasts, my arms and legs was so gigantic and so as the other parts of my body. There's nothing i like in this body anymore... Now, what i dream of isn't a skinny model body ('coz everyone knows i would never get it even when I'm in a starving program), i just wish to be confident about my body as if i were in the past. Healthy and happy, that's all i want.
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