HerStrawberri's Journal, 19 August 2011

Happy Friday! I don't really have alot to say today. I wrote a book on the FSB page and I have written some pretty long email this morning so I think I'm all talked out. LOL.

I've started a new exercise program. The wonderful Kat sent me the workout she made for Kendra and I like it. I don't want to talk alot about it, though, because I'm just starting out and I don't want to jinx myself. I'm a little worried about getting everything done when i start school, but i will figure it out. If I want it bad enough, I WILL do it.

I totally said no to frozen custard last night. YAY! It wasn't even hard. My P got this yummy shake and I had a small drink and that was that. I had gyro meat for dinner. Now I know that really isn't the best thing for me to have, but the yummy chicken i was supposed to have didn't thaw out so we went out. My P wanted Gyro's. I didn't have the pita but DID have a few fries. I feel bad sometimes because she always tries to cater our dinners or whatever we eat out towards me. I tell her that we can have whatever she wants and i will cater my meal towards whatever SHE wants. She is just so good to me. So last night she wanted gyros and I was all for it. Today I have a ton of chicken to eat. I already had this beef tenderloin out for crockpot cooking today so chicken can't be for dinner. Before this day is over I swear I'm gonna turn into a chicken. LOL =)

I've been totally putting off getting my hair done. For stupid reasons really. I'm going to find a hairstyle and DO IT on Monday or Tuesday. I can walk to the salon i want to go too, which is a mile each way YAY, so I will do double duty. Get pretty hair AND exercise. I want to have a fresh start when I start school. The reason I haven't done it? I'm afraid i won't fit in the chair. OK SO, I know this is stupid. I fit in every chair and NOW every booth comfortably...but about a year and a half ago i went and got my hair done and it was tight. I was so embarressed. SOOooo, that is why I haven't gone.

I was just sitting here thinking about how my journals are totally different then how they used to be. So sad and full of negitivity. This summer has really changed my way of thinking and feeling. I love where I'm going. I look back on where I've come from and it makes me so sad. But I have to stay the course. It took alot of courage to make it this far and I'm not stopping now. Sorry, had to reflect. =) The stuff I wrote in the FSB group brought up some crap I haven't thought about it a while and in stead of ignoring it...I need to just accept it and move on.

Ok well, I hope everyone has a happy and healthy weekend! Smile ladies!! You ALL are beautiful!!

Diet Calendar Entries for 19 August 2011:
1105 kcal Fat: 63.43g | Prot: 120.03g | Carb: 3.30g.   Breakfast: Chicken Breast, blue bonnet light. Dinner: Beef Tenderloin (Lean Only, Trimmed to 1/8" Fat, Select Grade), Mayonnaise. Snacks/Other: Light & Fit Carb and Sugar Control Yogurt - Strawberry, blue bonnet light, Chicken Breast, Mayonnaise, sour cream. more...
3447 kcal Activities & Exercise: Resting - 16 hours, Sleeping - 8 hours. more...


I have noticed a huge change in you. I remember when you said getting out of the house was a chore. now you are not only out of the house but back in school. I am awed by the changes that you have gone through. You have to know how very special you are that you can make this journey. So many people do not. You can and will achieve whatever you want. I am thankfull that you allow me to go along with you on this journey.  
19 Aug 11 by member: esimnons
Aww this is super sweet. I'm glad you're feeling happy and i hope the new workout is going well. You and your P sounds so cute it makes me happy to know you guys are going strong. Im also super happy to see that your outlook has changed. Reflecting is also good. Have a wonderful friday :) 
19 Aug 11 by member: Ninjapanda
congrats on everything! you're doing well and a positive spirit will help keep you going :) 
19 Aug 11 by member: sophie99
You have done so well with your weight loss, it's ok to look back I think it can do you a lot of good, to realize you will NOT go back just look forward now...all the joy you find in life now, so much more joy to look forward to. I think when I look back it may sound funny but I mourn for my wasted years being overweight. I now really believe the saying nothing tastes as good as being slim and healthy......have a great weekend.  
19 Aug 11 by member: Yvonne19
You be under the 3's in no time... don't look back, send those pounds to the place where nasty pounds go, never to return. Well done on the positive outlook, I know all about the not fitting in a seat or booth thing, can really be traumatic and I will never go there again. Keep at it!  
20 Aug 11 by member: AuntieJan


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