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What a week....
I guess this is the week that I put myself out there to be rejected... again. My mom found my biological father on FB last night. I've never met him and he walked when he found out my mom was pregnant. I messaged him and have found that I am anxiously checking FB to see if he responds. In my waiting I decided to look up my mother's ex husband. I grew up with this man for 12 years calling him dad the entire time. The minute that him and my mom divorced he never looked back. He has found God and is a Pastor now. I wonder how he feels having me creep back up. I sent him a message too. I guess I'm a sucker for punishment....
Speaking of it's almost time to get a workout in. Hopefully that will help get all of this out of my head. Right now I can't seem to stop stalking them on FB.
Diet Calendar Entry for 12 August 2011:
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1364 kcal
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Fat: 31.29g | Prot: 83.94g | Carb: 200.23g.
Breakfast: great value 2% milk, raisin bran. Lunch: subway chicken breast, light mayo subway, subway oil and vinegar. Dinner: parkay, cauliflower, Rice Sides - Mushroom, Rice & Orzo Blend, Baked Chicken w/ Mushrooms. Snacks/Other: apple turnover yogurt, granny smith, banana. more...
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