HerStrawberri's Journal, 18 July 2011

If fees like I have been away for ages! But it's only been about 5ish days. I hate being away though. It messes me up. I have been terrible logging in my food. I'm going to go back and log everything in when I'm done with this. I need to stay consistant with my logging.

The visit with my mom was great. She commented on my weight loss as soon as she saw me. That made me feel really good. It was nice spending a few days with her. =) We didn't end up going to the water park though. My partner ended up working all day saturday when she was supposed to get off at 11, so needless to say...we didn't make it. i was all ready for it too. =) BUT that's ok. i even had a SMALLER swimsuit. i was going to take a pic and post it here in an act of empowerment for me....but i chickened out.

I have been not eating on my regular schedule for the last 5 days and it's totally screwing with my weight. I'm not stressing about it though. I haven't eaten BAD, i just haven't really eaten anything. It's like freakin hotter the heck here too, and when I'm hot I can't eat. Tomorrow I'm really going to try to eat more. My water has been lacking as well. Need to get back on track with both.

I registered for school today. It felt really good. I'm very excited about starting in a month. I'm not going to be under the big 300 like i wanted to be but that's ok. i will be close I think. Even if I'm not, that's OK. I also found out they have a workout room at my school which makes me very happy. =) I'm thinking about taking a class as well. I need an extra credit and they have classes that count so I'm looking into it.

My partner is gone for the week and I'm sad about it. It's not making me want to run to the chocolate though, and that's a GREAT feeling. I hate being alone but I'm not as sad as I was the last time she left so I think that is good as well. Maybe I'm slowly working my way UP the black hole instead of falling further down?!?! Time will tell i guess.

That's all for now I guess.

Diet Calendar Entries for 18 July 2011:
1308 kcal Fat: 66.17g | Prot: 122.25g | Carb: 53.82g.   Breakfast: Egg, breakfast sausage, Sausage Link, bacon. Dinner: 7g Net Carb Tortillas, Mayonnaise, cottage cheese. Snacks/Other: choco chip granola bar /. more...
3730 kcal Activities & Exercise: Walking (moderate) - 3/mph - 30 minutes, Resting - 15 hours and 30 minutes, Sleeping - 8 hours. more...

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Look at you... you are making real progress with the mental side and that is half the battle. Glad you had an enjoyable visit with your Mom and giggled a the "chickened out" line (I would too!), lol! Great news about your school and the gym credit. That would be an empowerment opportunity too that comes with extra benefits. Hope it cools off for you so you can get back to logging and hydrating! ;)  
18 Jul 11 by member: nolechick
Strawberri- You are doing so awesome and I know how happy you are about your mom noticing your weight loss to date. You are really facing things squarely in the face and now you are enrolling in school!! Just a few short weeks ago you talked about not even wanting to leave the house. So proud of you. I am sure you can find somewhere in this heat to break in that new bathing suit!!  
18 Jul 11 by member: HealthyBabs
I agree...I dare say there's a positive attitude coming through in this post! There is really nothing better than being able to recognize your own progress. Nuff said. :) 
18 Jul 11 by member: kstubblefield

     
 

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