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Ok, my band wagon is driving off without me!! You get it? Fell off the band wagon... Finding it hard to get back on....
I haven't let my eating go, so it's not like I have to start from square one, but this muscle fatigue and weakness is really keepin' a girl down, and I am having the hardest time figuring out how to get around it!!
I've come to realize that Kimber's appointment is just that. Kimber's appointment. She will be seeing the neuromuscular doctor, and while I may be feeling a bit desperate for a real name to all my "suspected's", the doctor is not going to take one look at me and her and go "I think you have...." If it were going to be that easy, it would have happened already. And seeing that her symptoms are a bit different than mine and we have some genetic anomalies on both family lines, she may not even have the same thing. So that's that. It hurts, I burst my own hope bubble, but better than having expectations of an appointment and being disappointed once again.
Ok, so I can tell that I have not completely fixed my emotional eating issues.. WHile I am not baking brownies, cookies and cakes, I have found a new love for Nutella, which has just as many calories if eaten inappropriately... All the stress from this flare up and her upcoming appointment is wearing me out, and I am still working on ridding myself of the emotional eating...
I was doing so good. Lost so much and have now hit a stall, for the last few weeks, for "stuff". I haven't figured out how to not let the "stuff" get in the way of my goal.
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