Reina Estrella's Journal, 09 March 2009

My man left me.

I am broken. I don't know how else to describe it. He walked out on us. On me, on the kids, our new house, and our bright future. I gave him all I had and I still wasn't enough to keep him here.

I'm so hurt. I'm so alone. I work so hard at doing right so why the hell is this happening to me? I'm fed up and so confused. I'm so hurt I can't even begin to express the torment I'm going through. I'M IN HELL.

I'm sick and tired of trying to do right only to have it bite me in the ass.

I'm not strong enough to do this by myself. I'm only 22. I can't have all these responsibilities. I can't do this. I can't.

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So so so sorry to hear such news. Just #$% terrible. Deep breaths and 1 foot in front of the other. Unfortunately life isn't fair. I sometimes say (i think John Lennon or someone said it) you get what's coming to you not what you deserve, so just hang in there. You will get through this and you will be ok. May God bless you and watch over you. xo 
09 Mar 09 by member: Joyce2
Hey there doll, guys are such scumbags!! I was married at age 19 he was 12 years older than me. He cheated on me and was violent; I was hospitalized with depression for 4 months. I'm still not over the heartbreak. All I can say is stay in survival mode, one day at a time.... Keep the faith! 
09 Mar 09 by member: wishfullwants
You can do this. It is going to suck at first, but you will find the way to get though it! xoxo 
09 Mar 09 by member: Deana Garcia
You have to find the strength within yourself to take care of yourself and your kids. Dont let a man break you. I know it hurts, and its going to for a while, but if he didint stay it was because he wasnt man enough or wasnt good enough for you anyway. Things happen for a reason which we may never understand. Keep your head up, everyday gets easier. And you ARE strong enough to do this by yourself, you just have to believe it. Im 23, so I completely understand. Find people around you who keep you positive. 
09 Mar 09 by member: micami
I completely understand what you're going through. You can get through this. It'll be tough but you can do it. Just look at everything you've accomplished, its amazing and great! You'll be ok, time will heal all wounds. 
10 Mar 09 by member: aromans

     
 

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