Fattiegurl's Journal, 21 December 2013

So exhausted with myself I feel as if I'm about to combust, trying a new hairstyle, and new make up look I thought I looked great, felt fabulous even took a couple pictures, feel like I'm hitting a weight loss stride, the moment my bf sees me he yells "ahhhhhh" so suddenly I feel like a complete ugly fat misguided mess. I felt so good and that feeling is gone, he said my make up looked to white but I know it was my hair, already he lamented about the shrinkage of my breast with the weighloss...I just want to know why this criticism hurts me to my core I immediately put my hair back and changed lip color and put on darker color powder. What will I be happy in happy enough so criticism won't hurt me. But instead I hear everything, remember everything, and in turn feel at fault for everything. Sorry to journal this but I needed to get it out.

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Sorry you are feeling like that. You look amazing and I hope you see that. I know it hurts, been there myself but a healthy happy you is your focus right now.  
21 Dec 13 by member: JPH44
you are looking great.. !! And If you feel great dont let anyone bring you down. Guys get insecure when their girl starts looking better. they think that you will have guys looking at you and they might lose you. 
21 Dec 13 by member: Joanne Warner
don't let him get you down.........in his own way he's trying to keep you from changing....could he lose a few????? 
21 Dec 13 by member: Cathy Linfield
If someone is bringing you down like that, then maybe it's time to re-evaluate what is important in your life. A relationship should bring you up and make you feel good about yourself, not the other way. You have to believe in your worth and take care of yourself. If someone else can't see it, it might be time to find someone who will. Take care! 
22 Dec 13 by member: Suzi161
Thanks gals these comments made me feel better, but have you noticed the more you start caring about your body the more your body becomes a major component in your life. 
22 Dec 13 by member: Fattiegurl
Gals and a guy you mean... LOL ;) 
22 Dec 13 by member: JPH44


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