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Initially started off this journal by saying that its been so long that I dont remember what I wrote in the previous journal. Then I realized that the 'I just cant be bothered' bug was still infesting my brain.
Yes, that is the height of laziness when you cant be bothered to read your previous journal anymore (I DID read it and it was written way back in the beginning of November). The laziness bug that seems to prevent me from even going onto the fat secret website even the I am literally glued to the computer all day long. The laziness bug that makes me wish the days would just go faster because I seem so stuck in groundhog day.
ANYWAYSSSSSS- I didnt come here to mope. I came here because I keep thinking about all you guys. Why? Let me start at the beginning.
I joined a group via meetup.com. This group was just bunch of women who really havent seen much of the world (this was made obvious by the fact that they constantly stared at me like I was some alien on display! I guess they had never seen a Pakistani before!) so conversation was extremely limited.
I then joined a second mother toddler group and this one is a little better. I made some acquaintances but the snow had impeded my ability to really get out too much.
But every time I am on their forum or talk to them, I miss all of you so much. I can honestly say that every time I have had a question or issue, you gave have given really good logical responses. I dont understand why I cant find people like you around here?? Is it the demographics of Flint, Michigan?
I feel like a cheater coming back here for the support even though I am not trying to lose weight (though I need to badly!)but I really miss having a support system and a place to vent and most of all, a whole bunch of grounded advice to count on.
Ok..so I know I said it before, but I will say it again...I am going to try to be more regular here..so look out for issues and problems to resolve in the very near future..and boy oh boy do I have a lot of them!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Hi - you wrote about your crazy MIL! I laughed so much last time you wrote. It wasn't really funny if one had to live with it. I just got rid of an abusive friend in my life - she would be nice then cruel, etc. I'm done. I need female companionship but I seem to attract abusive women. I'm sick of it and I do have a good friend Debbie. Hope your dieting is going well!! :)
29 Dec 08 by member: GlennM
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That's OK, I don't find very culturally well-rounded people here in southern Oregon either. Thank goodness for the internet! We missed you too. Hugs!
29 Dec 08 by member: sararay
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Hey, you! We must be on the same wave length or something... I'm not getting on much, either! I've missed your journals and the little personal emails-- we need to stay in touch! Hope things are going well at home. Keep us in the loop!!
30 Dec 08 by member: katrinat
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Welcome back! Hope to see you around more often. :)
30 Dec 08 by member: mbhpro
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30 Dec 08 by member: veggies yuk
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