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My emotions are all over the place today. Got up this morning to find out I had lost another pound! 161...wheeeee! That was great! Then DH and I went for a drive/hunting expidition this afternoon. Again...I had fun...got to spend some time with hubby and show an interest in one of his hobbies. Yay. Then.....I get a text from my son (who was having problems a couple weeks ago). Well...he's knee deep into trouble again....as far as I can tell, not of his own doing, but that kid (almost 20 so technically not a kid...but...)can find the worst people to hang around with. And he never seems to catch on until it's too late. Now he's hurt, angry, depressed, confused - you name it...and wanted revenge...in a bad way. Nothing I said seemed to get thru to him until finally he wouldnt talk to me anymore. Finally I called the rcmp in the town he lives and told them what was going on. Just before that, apparently he took my advice and called the rcmp himself. Mind you I told him to call for help with these other people who are hurting him...but he actually called and told them he was thinking about hurting someone else. Very scary for me to even think about. They came to get him and took him to the hospital for a psych. evaluation and to talk to someone. So...on one hand I am proud of him for making that call...but I am so worried and scared it's not even funny. He didn't want to talk to the police cause he figured that eventually he'd get even worse from the guys who are after him constantly...oh...my...I just don't know. I prayed hard tonight that God would help him and show him the right path to take and mercifully He did. I think I will be praying hard that he gets help and can somehow get away from these people and move on iwth his life.
So...as you can see I haven't really eaten much today - not good...I realize that..but just can't. Tummy is in knots. Alhtough, on the other hand, chocolate would be very very comforting right about now if anyone has some to share!
Diet Calendar Entries for 13 September 2008:
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546 kcal
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Fat: 20.60g | Prot: 13.41g | Carb: 78.99g.
Breakfast: Added Touch Bran Muffin Mix. Dinner: strawberry jam, i can't believe it's not butter light, rye bread, Quiche with Meat, Poultry or Fish , extra virgin olive oil, brocolli roasted. more...
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1945 kcal
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Activities & Exercise:
Hunting - 30 minutes, Walking (slow) - 2/mph - 10 minutes, Resting - 15 hours and 20 minutes, Sleeping - 8 hours. more...
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