Hi Dawn! You're doing great- especially considering the huge amount of stress you're dealing with on a daily basis. You just keep plugging away, you'll get there. Hell, even if you stopped here, you've already accomplished what do many try and haven't gotten yet. You'll do it! You've learned so much about yourself and have uncovered a multitude of gifts you possess. Tho they may have always been there, you're either discovering or recovering them. That's gigantic progress!