Fritzy 22's Journal, 23 January 2020

Confessions (to myself) after successfully completing the Daniel fast.
It was pretty easy to stay within the confines of the Daniel fast for 21 days. I did not cheat one bit (knowingly. I found out after looking at the label of my shaker of garlic salt that it wasn't totally plant based). I only ate food at home that I had control over what it was and how it was prepared. I lost 11 pounds. I usually have a hard time sticking to programs because of cravings. I think because I KNEW I would stick to it for the 21 days. Mostly because since it was based on the experiences of the Prophet Daniel in the Old Testament I felt like I was making the commitment to God. So I knew I would stick with it.

Now, the day after the fast. At 4am I made a cup of mint tea for my first non water only drink in 3 weeks. Tried to drink it black, but couldn't. After 4 or 5 sips I added just a tiny bit of honey. Not feeling bad about that. BUT the bad thing I did was open a bag of Ruffles potato chips (if you've been reading my journals for any length of time you'll know this is not my first reference to Ruffles in my confessions) and started eating them as the tea was brewing. The chips were something I bought at the grocery store a few days ago when I bought plenty of things I shouldn't be eating. Both for losing weight and also for the gallstones that have caused me so much pain. The chips were $1.99 if you bought 2 bags. So I bought 2 bags. After eating more than one serving (seriously who eats
only an ounce?) I started to panic. I did not want to undo the 3 weeks of the Daniel fast. And did not want to start gaining weight again. So I emptied the rest of the bag into the garbage disposal. Then, thinking the 2nd bag, still in the cupboard would cause me problems later (maybe today, maybe tomorrow, maybe next week) I opened it and emptied the bag into the garbage disposal. I will log the chips and get on with it.
I know that other participants in the fast will not struggle as I continue to do. I am pretty sure Keyten will go on and eat fish and vegetables and enjoy them. I am pretty sure Eva will also do very well. I hope to do well, but it will not be easy. Still don't like to cook much and still prefer processed food over "plants". But I have to get it through my head that plants are good for me and that processed foods and meats cause me problems - excessive weight and gallstones.
After consuming the chips (I'm guessing 3-4 ounces or nearly 600 calories) I started thinking that they may cause gallstone pain later in the day. The pain always happens a few hours after eating fatty foods. So I am drinking water. Lots of water hoping to flush the fat through my system before the gallstones cause me problems. Don't know if that is really a thing that works but it's all I can do at this time.
Anyway, hoping the chips will be the last issue. I do have that big block of cheddar cheese. 2 pounds for $5. Couldn't resist although I rarely buy blocks of cheese anymore. I've decided to cut it in half and give one half to my sister and then shred the rest to use later. The bread that I bought - I can handle that and not over eat. I am used to eating just 1/4 bagel or 1 slice of toast (even 1/2 slice of toast). But there is also cake in the freezer. I always take a piece of cake to the coast. The grocery store sells individual pieces of cake from the bakery. I bought 2 of them. I also bought a single layer cake (another $5 special I couldn't resist). I think I will ask my sister if she wants that. She won't want to eat it, but her husband or grandkids may enjoy it.
Okay, I'm done confessing and I'm ready to get on with my day.

Diet Calendar Entries for 23 January 2020:
1429 kcal Fat: 51.78g | Prot: 43.91g | Carb: 203.46g.   Breakfast: Sugar, Post Grape-Nuts Cereal, Ghirardelli premium hot cocoa mocha, Crystal Fat Free Milk, Kirkland Signature Clover Honey, Bigelow Tea Plantation Mint Tea. Lunch: Bell Peppers. Dinner: Raley's Medium Cheddar Cheese. Snacks/Other: Ruffles Original Potato Chips. more...
1982 kcal Activities & Exercise: Walking (moderate) - 3/mph - 25 minutes, Resting - 15 hours and 35 minutes, Sleeping - 8 hours. more...

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You have done amazingly well sticking to your plan & not eating what you were supposed to on the fast. Maybe you can set another short term challenge for yourself. When you're at the grocery store try telling yourself, it's not a bargain if you can't or shouldn't eat it. Sometimes I wander thru the bakery section or the snack aisle looking. I read labels and try to decide if I could realistically eat just a serving. If not I usually talk myself out of buying it.  
23 Jan 20 by member: SherryeB
You are doing well. It is not easy to come out of a fast or elimination diet like that so do not be too hard on yourself. Be prepared for you body to present you with some "demands" 
23 Jan 20 by member: liv001
Thanks Sherry - I've set up several challenges in the past, mostly dealing with not eating processed foods. One I failed on the 3rd or 4th day. But I have thought of setting up another challenge that is not quite as strict as the Daniel fast. It's nice when others do the challenge too. I tend to be competitive so I like to try to "win" the amount of weight loss. Even though plenty of people aren't trying to lose, just maintain. I may set up something to allow some non plant choices but to eat mostly plants. Thanks Liv - I always appreciate your support. I'm just disappointed in myself. I have a challenge tomorrow going out to lunch with some friends to a buffet. Hopefully I'll make good choices. I have to think about my gallbladder when being tempted by things high in fat.  
23 Jan 20 by member: Fritzy 22
Brava, Fritzy!! You not only nailed the DF, but you also overcame a possible binge and threw away the tempting food. This is my victory dance for you 💃🏼💃🏼💃🏼💃🏼💃🏼😘 
23 Jan 20 by member: EvaSieteTres
Thanks Eva! I didn't look at it like that I "overcame a possible binge"! Just talked to my sister (she lives just a couple blocks away) and she is going to her daughter's house later today and would love to take the cake and the cheese. So things are improving. 
23 Jan 20 by member: Fritzy 22
Thank you for sharing, Fritzy 
23 Jan 20 by member: ketoBruce
yes, Sherry. when I look at all things in ingredients. put it back 
23 Jan 20 by member: ketoBruce
Nice job on the fast. Sounds like a good learning experience. You really went to extra measures with the ruffles - garbage disposal. I just throw mine in the trash :) My experience, if it's in my kitchen, that is giving my mind permission to eat it.  
23 Jan 20 by member: rgaDawg
YOU did Great! Be proud of yourself!😁 
23 Jan 20 by member: Aymla
Oh yeah, how do I find out more about the Daniel Diet please. I've never heard of it. Would love more info. Thanks.☺ 
23 Jan 20 by member: Aymla
Great job on the Daniel Fast! I didn’t realize you were having gallbladder attacks so often, Fritzy- very sorry to hear that. The only trigger I knew of for me was onions in any form. But I avoided garlic, too. I already avoided food from cellophane bags as my eating plan, and rarely eat breaded then fried food. French fries and grilled burgers and pork chops are staples for me, though, and never gave me a problem before surgery. 
23 Jan 20 by member: TomLong
Thanks Bruce! I need to pay attention to ingredients at the grocery store. I try to go shopping with a list and stick to the list and NOT to go to the grocery store when hungry. I just buy everything in sight that I like. Thanks RgaDawg, I thought about the garbage can but the garbage disposal was closer. Thanks Aymla. You can google the Daniel fast. There is lots of information and lists of acceptable foods.  
23 Jan 20 by member: Fritzy 22
Great job on the fasting! You worked hard and succeeded! Once I start trashing food, I start hating having food around that I can't eat. I break things down into portions so I know when I am past my limits - I have lots of contaiers and I use them as much as I can to prep snacks and meals. I portion out cheese that way into 1 ounce pieces. Sounds like you know what to do next! 
23 Jan 20 by member: abbadabba
I exaggerated my interpretation of the situation, Fritzy, sorry! :-D But you should equally be proud of your ability to 1) be aware of what was going on, 2) listen to your inner wisdom, and 3) take the action needed to cut damage. 
23 Jan 20 by member: EvaSieteTres
Thanks Tom! I had 2 or 3 gallbladder "attacks" about 6 years ago. After the painful episodes I went to my doctor who ran lots of tests including an ultra sound. She told me the ultra sound showed gallstones and recommended not to over eat and to try to eat a low fat diet. I didn't have any more problems until just recently. The surgeon wasn't surprised the first "attack" happened the day after Thanksgiving. I think many people have this issue around the holidays when we tend to over eat. I had 3 episodes in a 2 week period, but since then I often feel uncomfortable after eating but nothing like the pain before I went to the doctor. I also ate plenty of burgers, fries and pork chops in the 6 years in between episodes. That's what I don't understand. I will ask my doctor about the increased risk of gallbladder cancer and also ask him what he would do if he were me. Thanks Abba - I've done what you've suggested as far as making reasonable portions of foods. But that doesn't always work. I've been known to keep going and getting "another" serving of whatever snack it is. It's usually best for me to keep things out of the house that I over eat. Eva - I liked your interpretation of the situation! 
23 Jan 20 by member: Fritzy 22
Did you weigh in today or are you not interested?  
23 Jan 20 by member: davidsprincess
Good for you! Your honesty is inspiring. You got this!!! 
23 Jan 20 by member: PurpleAsh93
You did a great job , 99 right steps. I don't know if I could do the Fast. Give yourself a few minutes to tell yourself that you really did well and let it sink in.  
23 Jan 20 by member: perks54
Hmmmm I love Ruffles too!! So much will power to put them in the garbage. WOW!! Hope they are not hurting your tummy!! xo 
23 Jan 20 by member: wifey9707
DP - I weighed myself this morning before I ate the chips. There was no change from yesterday which was the last day of the fast. After eating the chips I ate the way I had planned for the rest of the day. I'd been craving Grape Nuts. I had a larger portion than I planned, a serving is just 1/2 cup but I couldn't stop more from pouring out of the box. I had the cup of hot chocolate I have most mornings. It's my ritual while others have coffee and it gives me 12 or so grams of protein. I will weigh myself in the morning and post it. I've been drinking water all day long. I always think it will just flush fatty foods out of my system. Thanks Ashley! Thanks Perks I appreciate the kind words. Although I didn't break the fast the way I intended I am hoping to prevent any more damage. Wifey, I have to figure out a way to get over Ruffles! I had gone about 3 months without buying any. I do okay when I take a list to the grocery store, go after eating breakfast so I am not hungry and I avoid the aisle with the chips, soda and the other isle with cookies and crackers. I am not feeling any pain. When I've had gallstone pain it's when I eat until I am full and although I ate 3 or 4 "servings" of chips I could have had more, I wasn't full. I know myself well, I knew I had to get rid of the chips or I'd finish them. Actually a few hours later when I started to get hungry I thought about the chips, so was glad they were gone.  
23 Jan 20 by member: Fritzy 22

     
 

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